from tomorrow on I’ll be gone for a week; I have a cousin’s birthday party to attend and an upcoming school crisis that has been affecting me already for the past weeks. I won’t be able to participate on any close events and even though I can’t see into future I have a hunch that if I really want to mentally survive from this situation I’m currently in, I might also have to go on to a semi-hiatus or some sort of that. There are some decisions in the real life I have to decide soon and I feel those are gonna be some very big decisions for myself and I’m scared because of that.

I’m sorry for any inconvenience I might cause, but I feel like if I won’t be selfish now it might be too late when I’ve already burnt out with everything.